2009-03-13

誰都想擺脫的疲憊

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  我們總把自己妝點的不凡;用辭點綴雕飾,想法不著邊際,姿態脫俗不覊。但當我們褪下巧奪天工的外衣後,卻又顯得那般的平凡;招呼多麼草莽,所求那般簡淺,舉止又多隨意。如果可以,誰不想拋下那沉重不堪的鐵冑甲,好讓自己能自在地呼吸,無負擔地漫步呢?

  但可憎的是,這樣的我們卻有著膚淺至極的感官,見到毫無修飾的、赤裸裸的別人,若是自己不甚欣賞,就容易停不下卑賤至極的嘴巴。到頭來,雖然自己也常感受到不停修飾裝扮的疲憊與無奈,但卻又矛盾的渴求希望別人得披上自己所順眼的色彩、苛求他在身上交織自己的喜愛。

  於是為了滿足彼此的你阿諛我奉承,我們不斷地替自己鋪蓋上色,令身上鋪陳滿滿深厚累贅的面具與護甲,直到彼此瞧不見彼此,也觸碰不著彼此溫熱的體溫為止。


Pink Floyd The Wall - Pink Floyd - Comfortably Numb



Hello?
Is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me.
Is there anyone at home?
Come on, Come on, Come on, now,
I hear you're feeling down.
I can ease your pain
Get you on your feet again.
Relax.
I'll need some information first.
Just the basic facts.
Can you show me where it hurts?

There is no pain you are receding
A distant ship's smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying.
When I was a child I had a FEVER My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I've got that feeling once again
I can't explain, you would not understand
This is not how I am.

I have become comfortably numb.
(solo)
I have become comfortably numb.

O.K.
Just a little pin prick.
There'll be no more aaaaaaaaah!
But you may feel a little sick.
Can you stand up?
I do believe it's working, good.
That'll keep you going through the show
Come on it's time to go.

There is no pain you are receding
A distant ship's smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying.
When I was a child
I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye.
I turned to look but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown,
The dream is gone.
but I have become comfortably numb.

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