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原來是很早睡的，但屈就人屋簷原來就該有這種打算：阿猥令它發牢騷至極的作業只能讓他放放些我不是聽很悅耳也叫不出歌名的一些鳥才能輕鬆些，但我畢竟沒什麼牴觸人的習慣，就像今天對網球愛好者無意拒絕一間兩年來讓我感到苦笑會有如此人潮的簡餐店，但其實他並沒有這麼喜歡只是我總是沒什麼意見，重點是還碰到非常想世故又不是特別世故的一個..也許是我不該說，但他出現讓我們瞬間無話可說，穿著沒乾的唯一一雙鞋就已備受煎熬，來吃飯卻是碰巧不悶也不行，這真是很痛苦的一件事。
我想是我沒盡到該有的責任又假裝看很開，所以可憐了從來沒吃過家聚的一個人，這可還真抱歉..但不是學姊對我不好才這樣，只是我未曾想過把他傳承的關心延續到你身上而已..這可還真是我的錯呢，我只是沒考慮過那種匪夷所思的畫面就是。想想也的確很少有什麼聯繫，以致於昨天才知道要離開已經是倒數，其實是有點虧欠的-雖然我老是說同一句話，恩至少說話總是習慣沒什麼疙瘩，這在這是難得的一件事..雖然有時候突然提到很深的事情讓我有點難以應對沉默顯得濫用，但怎麼說，也許我還會有點微妙回來送些花，給這位特別學姊還有系籃的無言班底們，然後寫意地對戰神說些什麼。
New Order - Crystal
我很喜歡這首歌，他 媽 的 怎麼可以這麼有感覺。
We're like crystal, we break easy
I'm a poor man, if you leave me
I'm applauded, then forgotten
It was summer, now it's autumn
I don't know what to say, you don't care anyway
I'm a man in a rage (just tell me what i've got to do), with a girl i betrayed
Here comes love, it's like honey
You can't buy it with money, you're not alone anymore, (whenever you're here with me),
You shock me to the core, you shock me to the core
We're like crystal, it's not easy
With your love, you could feed me
Every man, and every woman
Needs someone, so keep it coming
Keep it coming, keep it coming, keep it coming
Keep it coming, keep it coming, keep it coming
Keep it coming
I don't know what to say, you don't care anyway
I'm a man in a rage (just tell me what i've got to do), with a girl i betrayed
Here comes love, it's like honey
You can't buy it with money, you're not alone anymore, (whenever you're here with me),
You shock me to the core, you shock me to the core
Keep it coming, keep it coming, keep it coming
Keep it coming, keep it coming, keep it coming
Keep it coming, keep it coming, keep it coming
也許總是對我們很失望，我也不大喜歡辯解這種事，因為達成是應該失敗是會被視做僅有嘴部成長比較好，但其實都有替自己準備著想，況且不是什麼事都該毫無目的的栽下去接著完全隨緣就能解決，畢竟不是喜歡替自己想得太過平凡。或許年紀關係使觀點有如此疙瘩，但有時只是轉換心境的問題，如同你們對我說的一樣。我想我們這年紀總是不希望你們太替我們定位些什麼，這些真的沒什麼。
以後可能要過愚蠢卻又甘願的通勤生活了，總之我偏執似地認為基隆老是讓我少了些什麼，這很奇妙我也說不上，只能說..沒有限定什麼人該在什麼模式，對吧? 我喜歡圖書館但不是帶書進去而是空手進去，K書中心更是不用說了，放鬆愜意總是比靜悄悄來的重要，有些吵掛上耳機就是了並沒這麼嚴重，我也想不到這是什麼壞習慣就是，而且辯解這些老是讓我生氣，略微昂貴的花費也是犧牲一些三餐-但老實說這樣我還過的蠻爽的，看完書還能去敦南誠品和小白兔晃一下老實說我覺得真是夠滿足了，總比想找消遣卻發現無處可去而走進戰略來的好。
還有我真的不想現在就界定自己要遷就那些什麼什麼去作什麼工作，我有點看法只是不喜歡別人問，所以也不希望都已經這麼熟悉的你們去懷疑我應該要做些什麼，像聲音與憤怒(又是這本書)裡頭，提到關於布萊爾工黨政府的新救濟金政策，其中引用Oasis的Cigarettes & Alcohol一段歌詞
"To find yourself a job when there's nothing worth working for?
(日復一日尋找那些不值得的工作?)
It's a crazy situation
(這真是瘋狂的處境)
But all I need are cigarettes and alcohol!
(但我需要的是香煙和酒精)
Oasis - Cigarettes & Alcohol
最近很多人都不約而同的歇斯底里，也包括我，我爸雖然嘮叨但總有些影響我甚鉅的建設性語彙，恩? " 做好自己角色該做的，然後別去預設別人該回饋什麼 "
老實說我一直在思索這句話
有點累，因為阿猥的自嗨歌曲(好像有搖滾怎麼了，你到底怎麼了..)讓我其實根本沒睡著，明天是整天的，希望我能收的完，然後禮拜二就離開。
還有有些人笑點真是超低的，但總比以前都不笑的好，也不錯啦
New Order - 60 Miles An Hour
這不是官方MV，官方有一些有的沒，雖然這私製版蠻宅的
很適合騎車聽的一首歌，我對他歌詞有種莫名難過說不上，改天再說
I don't know if i told you, but i'm seeking sanctuary
You'll never guess the things that i do
I'll have the devil round for tea
Don't you know that i'm here beside you
Can't you see that i can't relax
When i saw you in my rearview
You could've stopped me in my tracks
I'll be there for you when you want me to
I'll stand by your side like i always do
In the dead of night it'll be alright
'cos i'll be there for you when you want me to
You can take me to an island, ride across the stormy sea
We can worship pagan idols, there together you and me
Why don't you run over here and rescue me?
You can drive down in your car
Why don't we both take a ride and turn that key
We'll drive at 60 miles an hour
I'll be there for you when you want me to
I'll stand by your side like i always do
In the dead of night it'll be alright
'cos i'll be there for you when you want me to
I'll be there for you when you want me to
I'll stand by your side like i always do
In the dead of night it'll be alright
'cos i'll be there for you when you want me to
I'll be there for you when you want me to
I'll stand by your side like i always do
In the dead of night it'll be alright
'cos i'll be there for you when you want me to
I'll be there for you when you want me to
I'll stand by your side like i always do
In the dead of night it'll be alright
'cos i'll be there for you when you want me to
愛笑的人都能活的很開心，哪像我
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